December 25, 2010
Today was a different day for the first time in many years does not hurt Christmas, I could not tell if the circumstances or the fact that between yesterday and today, the cough and discomfort gave way, or just that after very difficult years, this year my son turned to smile with their gifts at the foot of his bed, not all the requested and less all I would have liked I had, but those who were required to catch him and he smiled as he did. Today
no letters from Santa, saying that on the birthday get something in return, neither side was disappointment, my Christmas gift was a smile that lit up my heart and made me completely forget all that this time made me very sad.
Certainly there are things I'll keep thinking, longing, and I know that if I think right now, with the depth and intensity that I usually do, I know I'm going to get to mourn, but I will not, it does not matter now, this Christmas I did not expect anything from anyone but trusted that God would give me what I needed, and it was.
And maybe the last seven years were the last shadow of the sun on me, it's time to get up and walk without doubt, with the same certainty with which my son ran out to find their gifts to surprise and smile. It's time to listen more to God, is never wrong and knows that each and every one of the gifts he gives us are the righteous for us to be the best we can be.
trials of our family, of our parents, friends and acquaintances, are partial, full of expectations that not for us to fill. This Christmas I realized that I should not judge me, because my whole life is unfolding as God-o-the expected life, with the problems and challenges that I need, with successes and even with all my mistakes and failures, all I need to my life, and under no circumstances had to pay any price because there must be a reason for my life to develop well, and if I committed a sin, or if those around me I did something completely unforgivable, God had forgiven me since before . Today
that shadow is gone and is my best gift.
Today was a different day for the first time in many years does not hurt Christmas, I could not tell if the circumstances or the fact that between yesterday and today, the cough and discomfort gave way, or just that after very difficult years, this year my son turned to smile with their gifts at the foot of his bed, not all the requested and less all I would have liked I had, but those who were required to catch him and he smiled as he did. Today
no letters from Santa, saying that on the birthday get something in return, neither side was disappointment, my Christmas gift was a smile that lit up my heart and made me completely forget all that this time made me very sad.
Certainly there are things I'll keep thinking, longing, and I know that if I think right now, with the depth and intensity that I usually do, I know I'm going to get to mourn, but I will not, it does not matter now, this Christmas I did not expect anything from anyone but trusted that God would give me what I needed, and it was.
And maybe the last seven years were the last shadow of the sun on me, it's time to get up and walk without doubt, with the same certainty with which my son ran out to find their gifts to surprise and smile. It's time to listen more to God, is never wrong and knows that each and every one of the gifts he gives us are the righteous for us to be the best we can be.
trials of our family, of our parents, friends and acquaintances, are partial, full of expectations that not for us to fill. This Christmas I realized that I should not judge me, because my whole life is unfolding as God-o-the expected life, with the problems and challenges that I need, with successes and even with all my mistakes and failures, all I need to my life, and under no circumstances had to pay any price because there must be a reason for my life to develop well, and if I committed a sin, or if those around me I did something completely unforgivable, God had forgiven me since before . Today
that shadow is gone and is my best gift.