Friday, October 15, 2010

Why Does It Smell Like Sulfer In My House

Everything is as it should be

Today happened, what I wanted to keep, rethink why all my friends are married, and I came alone to a party, as always. My mother hit me, I attack with the hearing, with questions and I guess I do.

I get bad, so bad, I never brandy and today I took 4 ... perhaps more. I am going wrong that is just between the chest and throat, I feel I will explode a box of TNT emotions, tears, rage, anger, doubt, of not understanding why, even the neurotic, the uglier, the more prissy, face chicken, the most idiotic, the most intelligent, nice, the bitch, the bitch, All ... are married, a couple of them and, in the second round, and I do not.

not even know what it is like asking whether you want to marry and my head is a whirlwind right now, I have stuck in my throat, so many emotions and my heart so many doubts and many questions hit me, and I feel I can not to mourn.

and suddenly you and I forget everything, reborn smile. I hear your voice, and my heart shudder. I see your picture and flash spend all your words, all my emotions with you and our complicity. Not pleased to discover you change in my life or what you are in it, so that others may have, nor the exquisite surprise that has been discover yourself. I know things are not like I dreamed, but actually see myself in your eyes, is a happiness that goes beyond what I can think of others in your life. Life in my life, it becomes perfect, and this oddly enough, everything is as it should be.

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